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In Denial: A Poem

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In Denial: A Poem

November 14, 2022 7 Comments

by Michelle Galanter, M. Phil., Ed.M.

 

How do you expect me to believe in death?

I live in an apartment on West End Avenue, for crying out loud!

You think I’m just going to stop living here?

I bought it in the ‘80s for nothing. 

Plus, the doorman knows me. We talk sports.

And my neighbors, this one kid, couldn’t reach the third floor button,

Now he’s visiting from college for Thanksgiving.

I can smell their dinner cooking, 

Even though the walls are thick as Fort Knox. 

It must be a joke that I’ll be dead someday. 

With all this. 

You’ll never get me to believe in death.

I believe in West End Avenue. 

 

 

Michelle Galanter, M.Phil., Ed.M. is a second-year candidate in the Licensure Qualifying Program at the Manhattan Institute for Psychoanalysis. She has a background in educational psychology, educational innovation and teaching. 

 

 

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  • Michele Beck Michele Beck
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    November 14, 2022 at 5:11 PM

    Wonderful piece, Shelly. I love how you are able to speak of something so unsettling and profound, while making me laugh. Thank you!

    • Michelle Galanter
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      November 16, 2022 at 10:02 AM

      Thank you, Michele. Death seems absurd to me sometimes. Not that this poem is autobiographical, but I do relate to the dissonance.

  • Robert Levin
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    November 15, 2022 at 10:07 PM

    What a lovely poem. So refreshing and fun. I loved the image of the three year old boy not reaching the 3rd floor button. Time flies for everyone else but we stay 30 forever. No?

    • Michelle Galanter
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      November 16, 2022 at 10:07 AM

      It’s funny what seems to change and what sticks around for awhile. There was an essay from the ‘30’s about West End Ave. and it doesn’t seem like the general timbre has shifted much since then either.

  • Justine Duhr
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    November 17, 2022 at 3:24 PM

    I so enjoy this poem, Shelly. The juxtaposition of the specific with the general, the elevator button and smells of dinner cooking with Death, capital “D,” the greatest abstraction there is… really captures the dissonance. Are our lives big or small? I also believe in West End Avenue.

  • Michelle Galanter
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    November 18, 2022 at 8:22 AM

    Thank you! The details of this poem were inspired by this very time of year in New York when people seem particularly close and even connected (packed into Fairway buying ingredients) and yet also face the usual divides of the city.

  • Meg Applebaum
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    December 14, 2022 at 4:19 PM

    a funny new-yorkish poem. such a bargain you can’t even get in the next life…
    thank you Michelle!

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